An emotional wall

Hey guys! So no one is texting me and I feel so alone. Paul is kinda making me feel like he doesn't really want to talk to me. It kinda hurts. Last night at taekwondo I was doing what I call "pre sparring" and my ex best guy friend walked in. For you guys who don't know who I am talking about, he was my best friend for like 3 years. And last year he had my friend, Bradley, tell me that he (the one who was at tkd) didn't want to be my friend anymore and didn't give me a reason why. And yesterday in class he walked in, and I was hit with a wall of emotions. Itcwas like I was driving a car at a thousand miles per hour towards an indestructible wall, and I had no control of the gas, brakes, or the steering wheel. It sucked. I'm done talking about it. I'll post again later. 

~Audrey